lately I've stressed out with all of my assignments still due in an ELECTIVE CLASS THAT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER, and I feel like my mother is pressuring me to be a “Perfect Little Princess”. Plus she expects me to finish EVERYTHING in THREE DAYS. like, WHAT THE HECK?? I should just become a Living Doll at this point (if you don't know what that is, its a girl, usually European or Asian, but can be any nationality, that behaves and looks like a porcelain doll). my only comfort zones are my Youtube and Scratch accounts, as well as my friends in my 5th and 8th period classes at school, and as a "punishtment" for not getting my assignments turned in in THREE DAYS, one of these zones (my youtube, where I feel most confortable at) has been taken from me. I'm just going to start acting like a perfect 13 year old girl. do everything my mother asks of me, don't talk back, let go of your introverted and sassy personalty, and trade it in for a kind, respectful, extroverted personality that is NOT me, say please, thank you, your welcome, be EVERYTHING she wants me to be. then, maybe, when she asks me why I changed, I can say Oh, I don't know, maybe its because YOU are forcing me to act like this. I just want to be myself, not some perfect little girl that gets good grades, has a clean mind, and isn't an a-hole towards everyone , even if they deserve it. i don't care if you don't care. sometimes I feel like I want to be trans, I bet I would feel a whole lot better if I was a boy.
