Ok so uh another vent this is a little more intense so brace yourselves I can't take it I really can't People hurt me in real life, they patronize me, they think I'm gullible and naive, they think I'm a cringe loser. I don't care I don't care what people think of me But it's been hard not to be caring Because I can still hear them Because I see them Because I'm starting to actually care They're right about me being cringe I don't know whenever I say something awkward or unsettling, I don't know how I influence other people's emotions. I really wish there was a cure. On The other hand, kids at school are rabid animals who have no respect, I wish I could yell at them, I wish I could knock some sense into them, but then, I would be considered a "bully" and would get into trouble. Does anyone know why I constantly get onto scratch? It's because it's the only place I feel safe, the only place I have friends. A magical wonderland full of people who understand and give validation I can enter just to numb my pain...But are those people real? are they just fake smiles that make me happy without really understanding their true form? So yes, I admit it, I have a problem, I'm truly addicted to scratch, I love it when people say nice things to help me cope with life. I love the fact that people pay attention to my projects and art..and so yeah, that's my little vent, enjoy i guess...
