to them. to the friends who ghosted me for fame. to the people who only msged me for "user ideas" , "project ideas" , or when i was leaving / taking a break. if you feel guilty after this song , then its probably about you [ if you were a friend ] --- Ayy, yeah Dogs on this side, dogs over on this side Yeah Leavin' me (Leavin' me) Dippin' out on me (On me) Already got what you needed, I guess Quickly (Quickly) Learned yourself through me (Through me) Already gave you what you needed, I guess (Ooh, yeah) I guess (Yeah), yeah That's why I'm not with nobody (Ooh, yeah) 'Cause I don't wanna hurt nobody (Ooh, yeah) Did it over text, didn't call me (Ooh, yeah) Still got love for you, mami I know you wanna be somebody Even if you gotta leave somebody ('Body), yeah Yes, I'm hurting, yes, I'm jaded (Jaded) Most of these things, I don't wanna say (Jaded) I wanna be around while you chasin' (While you chasin' it) You wanna hit me up when you make it You'll try and come back when you famous I always want the truth but it's dangerous (Dangerous, oh) You got somethin' real, not basic (Ooh, yeah) You wanna get with me, stop– Yes, I'm hurting, yes, I'm jaded (Jaded) Most of these things, I don't wanna say (Say) I wanna be around while you chasin' (Wanna be around, wanna be around) You wanna hit me up when you make it (Ooh, yeah) You'll try and come back when you famous (Back around, back around) I always want the truth but it's dangerous (Dangerous) You got somethin' real, not basic You wanna get with me, stop– (Flakin') Yeah Dogs on this side, dogs over on this side (Ooh, yeah, ooh, yeah, ooh, yeah) Ayy, told me about all your insecurities, for what? Dragged me like two hours to your family's house, for what? Said you need some time but I should stick around, for what? Always felt like stickin' 'round's the same as bein' stuck And like guns with the ink in, you're gettin' under my skin Pretty little young thing (Young thing) Had a ____ convinced, got me too excited Yeah, you played me You played me, you played me Low, down, dirty, shameful, crazy I need to know how the new ___ you got does the same thing I do for a livin', but is way less wavy How you even managin' to keep straight faces In all the pictures that I seen lately? Lord knows you still look amazin' That's besides the point I'm makin' You're way too opinionated, to have to force it, to have to fake it You had potential, I coulda shaped it You went and caved in (Ooh, yeah) We coulda waited, I wasn't rushin', differences in ages You're old enough, but you're still a baby You've shared stories where you did amazin' Things to be loyal, things to be patient That was before me, I musta changed it Shifted your focus, lens lookin' jaded (Jaded) Most of these things, I don't wanna say I wanna be around while you chasin' (While you chasin' it) You wanna hit me up when you make it You'll try and come back when you famous (Back around, back around) (Dangerous, oh, ooh, yeah) Dogs on this side, dogs over on this side You wanna get with me, stop– (Flakin') — jaded [ drake ] <3 --- i think you get the point. i js felt like being honest with a few people. okay , look , this may seem like im specifically pointing at one person [ iykyk ] but im not. im talking about a wide range of people who were my friends. one person only asked "hru" everyday. it gets a bit dry cause after that its d3ad silent. or they'll ask me for user ideas but never use them. like dayum- all my user ideas going dOwN iN tHe tOiLeT once again- hah the other person i knew since one of their oldest accounts ( ? ) but when they got famous- *bam* completely ghosted me. idek her at this point tbh. she only msged me recently to say "sorry i was a bad friend". . . don't say sorry js be a better friend by checking in more and not replacing me and others with "more popular scratchers" , k ? TTOTT the others have completely ghosted me and i have no idea where they are [ account-wise ] , and i honestly don't care at this point. dont say "sorry for being a bad friend !! :(" once im leaving. i dont need it. you should've been a better friend when i actually needed someone like you. i thought you were better than this ? i really did. i really , really , really , did. thats why i thought we were friends. thats why i continued to put you on my friend lists , and friend banners --- even though you forgot about me. you chose FAME over FRIENDS ?? pfft. i can't with you anymore. you even replaced me and the og's with more popular ones. wow. HOW COULD YOU ?? thats like a st4b in the heart for me. im sure others can agree. i thought you were better than this. and you know who you are. if you feel guilty rn as you're reading this and you're one of my friends [ or at this point , WAS ] , then it was probably you. if you can relate to the people im talking about , and we were friends at one point , then its probably about you.
don't be sorry. be better. i needed you. but you weren't there when i needed you the most. ( btw jaded by drake is a GREAT song one of my faves honestly- )