ITS HIM look, i know this isnt the right place to vent, but im working on an ays right now and i cant get the design of the character to match what i imagine, no matter how hard i try to i wont say who the character is, in the slim case i do end up finishing it, but its super demotivating to make something, take a step back, and instead of seeing something that satisfies me i see thousands of flaws that i cant seem to fix any of no matter how hard i try to thats why i made this, i dont want to be sitting here doing nothing so i decided id put something down, whether it sucks or not, and hope it does well idk sometimes i find it difficult to even go back to that project just because im afraid that in my attempt to fix it i'll do nothing but ruin it more than its already ruined and all i end up with is thousands of unfinished pieces that i never went back to fix or try to restart because of the previously mentioned problem(s) (plus every time i do something like that it kills me and my hopes of becoming a good artist just a little bit more than the last time, so theres that) and i don't want to "just post it anyways". ive been told by many people that im very stubborn when it comes to something being perfect, and i completely see what they mean. half of the "art" (if you can even call it that) that i make ends up abandoned or unfinished because i want everything to be to its best, and if it isn't, i don't accept it and i disregard it forever i want to find a way to overcome this during the summer but until then dont expect much art related stuff from me (not like you got a lot of it before)
