Snamoy I’m back So here’s basically how things went: I could only perform one song because I had to leave for mutual- My dad brought me flowers but instead of praising me my mom started talking about extracurricular activities and I said I didn’t really want to do anything else but she said i had to have a musical talent or a talent that would make it in life and I said art and she said that’s just a hobby it’s not professional and I said singing she said i don’t have a good voice so i said shamisen but I broke that for myself by saying there’s like no teachers in California probably and she started saying my gaming wouldn’t help and I had to stop (mind you, i wanted to become a streamer but with those negative connotations i feel kinda shameful about all the things I called talent-) and she said i had to play cello, piano or guitar and I said my heart wasn’t in either of them but she said i had to- So we pulled up to church and I had a conversation with my sister but it wasn’t long until I burst into tears from that talk and i ended up sobbing in the bathroom bc all of my dreams just got ✨flushed down the drain✨ So then we made some cheesecake and butterscotch poppyseed cake and i made some chalk art (in the project photo) which didn’t turn out as expected oops- then we had some cheesecake and this was my first time having it and I got to bring home the poppyseed cake and we went to get boba 5 mins before closing and now I’m here. IN SUMMARY:
im depressed today it has been such a bad day Oh and not to mention the girl wearing ears and a tail talking about her crush on Funtime Freddy..
