So you guys are probably wondering where I've been? Right? I've been very silent for a few months. It's mainly because; 1. I just moved into a new apartment. This was because my family had to deal with a lazy landlord and noisy neighbors. The old building also wasn't in the BEST condition (because it was built in like the 1950's) I was happy to move, but it was a LOT of work! So as you can imagine, I'm tired... 2. School is painful. I have a lot of work despite being in my last year of middle school. I DID get into the high school I wanted to! So that's great! But I have been REALLY worried about my grades. I already had multiple panic attacks about my grades so I don't wanna push myself too hard! I'm just barely hanging on, and I don't know whether I'm going to pass this year. I'm doing good in most subjects but math has been really hard for me. I'm trying my best but I don't know if it's gonna end too well for me. 3. Mental health. This is probably the hardest to talk about, and I don't really feel too good about bringing it up. But I've been struggling a lot mentally. I'm a kid who gets bullied a lot and I'm not strong or brave enough to defend myself. My self confidence has went down the drain and I'm too afraid to talk to anyone. All the people who used to be my friends turned out to be fake and just want to make fun of me. I've also come across a lot of people threatening me. I feel like everyone is against me, including myself. So I'm just waiting for the school year to end. I've been made fun of countless of times for using scratch because it's "for children" and "garbage." I've gotten bullied from elementary all the way until now. And some of the things people said to me I am not allowed to write here. My school does the best job at doing absolutely nothing to stop bullies, but whenever I gather the courage to defend myself, I get in trouble. So I am just gonna try to graduate and never look back.
No. I am not leaving scratch. I LOVE scratch, and I enjoy talking to the friends I met on here... but I don't think I'm gonna be active for a while. At least until I recover. I'll be back soon. When? I don't exactly know. But I promise I'll be back. Cya guys!
