today is may 22, 2000. i’m writing this from my bed as of right now 2 days ago, i found out that i suffered some sort of heart attack?? and was rushed to the hospital i’ll be taking a break from the project. it’s been overwhelming me for the past few weeks and i think i just need some rest anyhow here’s some stuff i found out in the past week while testing. i was originally going to put this in a past log but i forgot to :( - “the darkness” : some kind of unremovable virus that exists in the project, ive been trying to avoid it but ever since those new host people came in ive been sensing something really bad also, every time i catch a glimpse of it, i always feel some sort of overwhelming pain in my head for some reason, i’ll be trying to find out why that happens - “another me” : apparently, my appearance in the project is being used by someone else out there. i’m not really certain about this, although i’ve found out that they once belonged to someone that i’ve been trying to reach out to. once i have some freetime, i’d probably have to spend a couple weeks/months inside the project to find the other me ??/??/???? i think it would be better to call these better terms. for the darkness i think it'd be more cool to call it "the void". it isn't really darkness, it's just kinda.. it's kind of some "bug" that deletes everything i see. i'll get on to that in a bit. as for "another me", it's some sort of... it's hard to describe, some spherical creature?? with.. legs and.. these floating hands?? yeah, floating hands. apparently people in that world referred to me as "jas headpiece", whatever that means. eh, well, best not to worry about it too much lol
