today the yearbooks came out. I'm terrible at smiling but that's not the worst of it. Im in 8th grade so we have a page dedicated to us. One of my pictures looked so bad, i wasn't even smiling, just making a "disgusted face". I wasn't ready or even looking at the camera. Another picture. this is the real messed up one. When Im nervous, i move my two fingers. My index and tall finger. Mid shot- they picked the one with the tall finger. What a coincidence that these pictures were chosen out of the millions of the ones they took. So yeah. This is how i lost my will to exist.
oh darling, this is only one piece of my day.
