things have been tough lately and they are not getting any better I think its best to leave scratch permanently Due to the stress and things that am going thou, I think its best to leave permanently this time -there's no point in me being here anymore -and I feel like am just bothering you guys at this point - and I don't deserve the kindness that you guys give me there are other people how need it more than me -but thank you for your support and I hope you guys are ok when I leave<3
