This is abt Onyx again. I dont rlly have any problems. (Tw: Treats, hate etc) Do no go further if such things trigger u: Ok- Ima go straight in. Onyx is sharing a tt acc with a friend and its only been up for 6-9 days and their getting sorta popular fast anyways, Onyx's videos have death threats, hate, etc Ive read so many saying "oh wait give me a min to grab my g^n" "cringe" ":skull:" "its hunting season" "this is why ur parents left u" and so much more- And THERE'S ONLY ONE PERSON! ONE! That says nice things to her bc they know what shes going through- But uk what?! Onyx doesn't even cry reading them but her eyes show hurt and pain as she reads and she acts like its nothing 24/7- Onyx's vids always get over 99+ hate comments. Everyone that likes the vid or favs it just ignores those hate comments and doesn't help- It hurts to read, see, and everything else- I cry reading the comments sometimes and thats when u know their bad since I am mentally strong and I have a rlly hard time crying but those comments are just- Hell- If u even read one u wanna just wanna ball- Like its rlly bad- And she- Idk how she can pull through that- Her friend gets no hate but Onyx- She gets. Every. Bit. Of. It. And she deletes them too- All of them- Uk why? Bc other Therian's read those comments and she doesn't want them hurting anymore then they already do- And its weird that ppl waste their time on stuff like that- Their weird for caring so much about what she genuinely enjoys and defines her- Onyxs $h lvls are getting larger by the day- It scares me so much- I do my best but hell- What can I do- Im like an ant -10 in her problems- Onyxs dream is to just be free- From hate, city's, pain, smoke, trash, etc but no. Why cant the world be like that? Oh bc lots of ppl suck. And ruin everything. Onyx is capable of so much. But she is just giving up slowly bc its getting worse and worse for her. Its suffocating her. And shes still recovering for the car accident too- Plus she just sprained her wrist and ankle today bc she went out- When she needed to rest (all she does it post quads, therian stuff and random) [More coming soon on may 25-26-27+] (its 11:37pm and Onyx is calling me) Art, more rant, etc
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