so she left a few weeks ago, i miss her. so yk when you meet someone and ur like: "oh hey! they're kinda cute!" and crush on them for a bit? then some other person says: "hey! ur kinda cute!" and you don't want to reject anyone so you say: "yeah! okay!" and then your with them for a few months then they lie, or do anything wrong, and you hate them, and you look back on it years later and just start sobbing because you know that it YOUR fault they left? then you say you've moved on and find the person you thought was cute at the beginning and suddenly omg ur not a single pringle! you think it's going to last, you like them a lot, you just don't know if they like you as much. then their best friend comes over and says: "oh hey, so um me and *enter person you like* are dating now...." you say it's fine and smile, but your not fine. then YOUR person says: "how would you feel if it just didn't work out?" you answer: "well, i'd be sad, but i'd move on." your on the brink of tears, but your friend is there with you, and your not going to show weakness. YOUR person says: "well it didn't work out, sorry!" and walks away. on top of the breakups, your best firend suddenly hates you and your not friends anymore, then your best friend is like: "yeah friends again!" and your just crying to yourself, everyone hates you. your worthless, no one will ever love you. yeah i'm fineeeee!!! what about you all? how are you all doing?
