oh, i can't breathe is this what it feels like when you're not free oh, i can't see and now my old life is like a reflection to me unable to move, unable to try i'm so paralyzed that i can't even cry i don't know, how do i, how should i escape this bloody, dark cursed life ? and the echoes tell me everything from last summer to this year's spring then why does it feel like i'm stuck in an eternal winter, freezing out of my skin why does it feel like i'm living the life someone else wrote for me the choices i make circle back i'm stuck at the beginning of this track and i wish that i could escape and i would but i don't know if i should, and i seek validation why does my life feel like eternal damnation like a train station where the train never comes, only so many outcomes and i've lived them all, but the hell never ends and the birds never call because their lungs are smoking and choking on poison that festers in this abyss where hope never gives more than a single flower lives... and the echoes tell me everything from last summer to this year's spring then why does it feel like i'm stuck in an eternal winter, freezing out of my skin oh, i can't breathe i'm sinking down, six feet in underground oh, i can't see smoke and fires they're burning higher like playing a bloody game of chess i'm held in check, inevitable mate now there's no way to fix this mess i can't escape my horrible fate... why didn't i have what i need why did i need everything? oh, the echoes tell me... rap part inspired by REVIVED; derivakat