○ Hello! I'm @Daydreamy- ! ○ I usually go by Ari but to stop any confusion before it starts you can call me Glow I use He/They/Fae pronouns and I am a writer, artist, and roleplayer who is reread warriors I have been in the fandom for a while but I haven't picked back up the books in a while ○ I have been roleplaying for 3 years now 2 years off of scratch and 1 year on scratch through that one year wasn't on this account it was on @Glowing_Critter ○ I hope to keep Cosmoskit until I have to kill him off due to age I have many plans for them and if I were to get them I would much too easily get attached so I wouldn't even try killing him off before when I have to ○ I think you should consider me to roleplay Cosmokit as I would make sure he has a full life that they deserve and I would make sure to treasure him as well as make sure I am active with him and I believe through I may not be the best that you should still consider me for my roleplay experience and hopefully more then that I hope you consider me for the personality and ambitions I give to Cosmoskit after all he's the star of the show ○ Cosmoskit! ○ Through this isn't set in stone I see them being Bigender using She/He pronouns but I'll be using They/Them in this application just in case I choose otherwise ○ Simple: (+) Nurturing, Empathetic, Optimistic, Merciful (=) Innocent, Gentle, Whimsical, Curious (-) Oversensitive, Indecisive, Insecure, Timid (Detailed Personality WIP) Detailed: Nurturing: Cosmokit will keep mementos in the hopes of passing them down to loved ones some day, as well as encouraging someone to pursue a talent or area of giftedness due to their nurturing nature. They also treat strangers like family, are quite protective of those they care for, and speak in a calm tone using kind, encouraging words. Empathic: Due to Cosmokit's empathy, they'll be quite altruistic in relating to others and what they are going through, but they'll also be quite sensitive to the emotional pain of others feeling what they feel, as well as having heightened awareness of expression through body language and voice tone, being able to read the room just by tone and body language alone. Optimistic: Due to their optimistic nature Cosmokit believes that people are basically good and well-intentioned, only assuming the best of people and not that they could be corrupt, but they also refuse to acknowledge any possibility but a good outcome as they try to see the good in everything. They also see difficult jobs as an opportunity to learn and grow. Merciful: As Cosmokit is merciful, they will treat others with respect and fairness, as well as encouraging others to grow, learn, and better themselves. They also reflect on the big picture instead of getting caught up in the little details, treating others with respect and fairness no matter who they are. Innocent: As Cosmokit is quite innocent, this means they are exceptionally trusting of others and are genuinely confused when others lie or deceive them, as they see only the good in others and don't believe others would do anything to hurt them on purpose. Gentle: Due to Cosmokit's gentle nature, they'll be considerate and loving, as well as being soft-spoken and rarely raising their voice. Cosmokit will also have a non-threatening demeanor and will comfort those in need of it, as well as a positive attitude. Whimsical: As Cosmokit is quite whimsical, they'll see beauty in things others don't and daydream about fantastical or impossible things, sometimes breaking minor rules or going against the norm for innocent fun, as well as being strongly imaginative with a need to shake things up from the norm. Curious: As Cosmoskit is quite curious, this makes them pursue knowledge and show interest and enthusiasm when insight is shared, as well as seek out others with similar interests and experiment with new ideas or techniques, along with applying trial and error learning by doing rather than listening to someone explain. Oversensitive: Due to Cosmokit's oversensitivity, they are easy to shut down and become unresponsive, as well as cry or display other emotional displays. They will also read into what another said or did in a way that was not intended, as well as grow silent during banter or conversation. Indecisive: Due to their indecisiveness, Cosmokit takes a long time to come to a decision, and when they do come to a decision, they change their mind very quickly. Watching others anxiously to see how they react to their decisions also causes them to be quite worried. Insecure: Due to their insecurity, they will think they have no gifts, skills, or talents, comparing themselves to others and feeling inferior, as well as having unrealistic personal expectations and obsessing over their negatives and ignoring the positives.
Timid: Due to Cosmos's timid nature, they are quite tongue-tied, always going along with what others want, hiding or withdrawing when they are uncomfortable, and being ruled by insecurities that prevent them from enjoying life to the fullest. scent : Lavender and Jasmine nicknames : Cos, Cosmo, Mo, Momo. favorite weather/season: Leaf-bare as Momo likes snow. favorite flower: I think Momo would like either snowdrops or lavender. alignment : True Neutral enneagram : 9 MBTI : INFJ-T Favorite time of day: Dawn (WIP) ○ Roleplay example: | Cosmoskit | He/Him | Golden Hour (Before Sunset) | 'What do I seek?' Cosmoskit lingered outside the nursery, making sure to keep his sister in his view. The sun had just started to set; it hadn't fully escaped the view of Cosmoskit. The glow and colors were unique to the golden hour. It was beautiful, but Cosmoskit didn't really know if he really felt this way. It had been mostly him being a follower and following what others had said and done. It was quite obvious to him why he would follow the rest. He was under them. He wouldn't be as good as they would always be. Their thoughts were more important. Whatever they did would always be better than his. Staring blankly at the sun starting to slowly set and fade on the horizon, he didn't understand it. Why was he like this—so insecure about everything he did, so timid? Why couldn't he be like his sister? She was amazing in her own way, but it seemed that there was nothing like that in Cosmoskit, at least to him. Cosmokit just didn't understand why he was so horrible compared to the rest. Why was he such a disappointment? Cosmokit tried to shake away those thoughts; he knew they were right, but after so long of just following others, what did he seek? He thought for a moment but nothing came to mind he just wanted to achieve great things and be on the same level as others someday maybe but those dreams and wishes were never going to really be anything of worth or ever come true as he seemed to always be a shadow only coming when the sun's up just to follow someone else's every step and never really think for himself he pitied himself almost through he couldn't other had bigger problems and it would be better if he wasn't going to waste his tears on this useless thought it was just all fact he was useless and should just be best as a shadow to another rather then himself it had seemed Cosmokit had been forever searching to the exit of a cave before seeing the light just to have a cave in happen caused by himself he had shut himself in and never wanted to have anybody help him out he never wanted anybody to help him out or to really help himself out forever stuck in where he shut himself in never to crave his own path and become someone and not just someone that followed everyone else something in him wanted to be someone who could leave all of this behind and become someone else for a change but he couldn't do that it was going to be impossible to just drop whatever he had here and move on he wouldn't be able to through something in him wondered what if he was on the same level as the rest but the only one who didn't see it was himself he shut the idea down right away and as he snapped out of his head he noticed the moon just barely starting to rise noticing this Cosmoskit entered the nursery as he hadn't wandered far his gait seeming proper and formal like a programmed thing was behind it instead of a living breathing kit letting out a small goodnight as he passed Twinklekit he curled up in his own nest seeming to lay restless and not even seem to drift off a bit it was normal for him but now his thoughts also seemed to be driving him awake and keeping him from his rest. ○ I've chosen to give Cosmoskit seperation anxiety, and insomnia. (Research links for seperation anxiety): https://www.stanfordchildrens.org/en/topic/default?id=separation-anxiety-disorder-90-P02582 https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/separation-anxiety-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20377455 Summary: Due to Cosmoskit's separation anxiety, they will have habits such as refusing to sleep alone, usually sharing a nest with their sibling Twinklekit, and nightmares with themes of seperation from home or family, excessive worrying about their family member's safety, and too much worrying about getting lost from family, as well as causing Cosmoskit to panic when separated from Arisingdawn, and Twinklekit growing attached to their Windclan siblings as well, in which sometimes when they meet up with them, Cosmoskit will refuse to return to Riverclan as he doesn't want to leave his siblings. Cosmoskit may have symptoms such as headaches and stomachaches when separation from parents or other loved ones is anticipated, and so Cosmoskit will make sure to stay close to his family, usually making sure to not let them out of his sight. (Count in the comments)
