fun school project!!!

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subtitled: the thing joy's been wasting her time, resources, and wrist functionality on for the past month and a half!!! sub-subtitled: 30-odd-day human improvement purgatory!! yay!!!!!!! hwahwhwha CW for some implied self-inflicted whoopsies and some other Not Fantastic shenanigans! but it's all pretty mild and there's not much :> arrow keys and space! click to zoom, and full screen for better quality! i am finally free to do my own art again!! hWHHAhAHHAHA!!!! so basically uh! this is my final project for seminar summing up a bunch of experiences i've had over the course of middle school! yes that's right i'm going to be in high school next year oh no :,3 uh fair warning! it gets emo! i just wanted to show off what i've been doing! i'm really proud of this one!! not all of the drawings are in here because some of them are more private or worse, or they include other people in here who i'm too shy to ask permission to upload :> a lot of stuff is cut out near the end because by that point i actually had friends!!!! yay :D the numbers are backwards caus i didn't feel like reordering them when i uploaded them all into the project so!!! here's the list starting from the first image you see when you open the thing! ***this does go in chronological order from 6th to 8th grade it's just the numbers are kinda messed up!*** questions are allowed but i might skim around some stuff! if i mention in the description that i don't like talking about it then it's safe to assume that you won't get a fantastic answer but i will still try to explain, at least a little! 29: the cover! my dad helped cut the letters out :> 28: first day of 6th grade! we were on zoom caus covid haha 27: me with my kitty :> 26: the emo begins! i don't like talking about this part in my life :D 25: vehicles!!!! 24: halloween of 2020 baby 23: my favorite part about zoom classes was just playing on my 3ds all day it was great i got like 8 hours a day in on yo-kai watch 22: joy's adventures in doing bad things to herself! whoopsie 21: an emo that i'm not particularly proud of! 20: airplane :> 19: sleeping on zoom calls was another thing i did a lot haha sleep schedule who 18: fun fact i was listening to sweet tooth by cavetown when this fun event occurred 17: haha i don't want to talk about this one 16: some emo and some symbolism! bad things, bittersweet memories >> 15: once more! i did a bad! i'm really sorry about that! 14: a turning point! this is kinda bittersweet but it overall marks the beginning of something better in my life! i love the blue :> 13: beginning of 7th grade! i was not having a Fantastic time! 12: haha duck 11: first band concert since 5th grade! forgot my flute the day of the rehearsal but i have never done so since then! negative reinforcement ladies and gentlemen 10: my plant son :> some stuff happened the day we got him though 09: me having some trouble with travelling (i love drawing cars sm) 08: vanilla milk woohoo! the background is the lyrics of a song i wrote back in september-octoberish! it means something to me that i don't really have the space or motivation to explain but long story short vanilla milk is s tier 07: redraw of a thing!!! instead of my fursona it's me now >:DDD love knitting 06: a bad thing that led to some good stuff! i really like this one! 05: my dad calling to tell me he wouldn't be back for a while, if i recall 04: being a nerd who plays bassoon! also bonus of me having a mental breakdown mid-solo!!! fun times 03: being phenomenally gay! the crossed out part isnt anything inappropriate it's just some other people ( and ) who i didn't want to put on scratch without their permission!! 02: lucy being gay again! is blocked out because she's perfect and i love her and refuse to overstep any boundaries 01: the school dance from last friday!!! i was really tired by the point of drawing this so i sorta gave up! yay! i will bring up something i should have mentioned earlier! i was a not a good person when i was in 6th grade and it took me most of 7th grade and part of 8th to improve on myself to the point i am today and i'm really happy for it! there were for sure some deterrents haha. i still do bad things sometimes, but not to other people (i hope) - if there's one thing i would take away from my experience, it's that i never want to do bad things to other people again. my goals in life presently are to learn, to love, and to nurture, and i don't think i'd be able to do it nearly as well without all of my awesome amazing kind helpful sweet beautiful friends (you know who you are >:DD) so uh!! thank you so much for being there for me! i will always be there for you as well also >:DD