little vent, im just tired. i was really happy for a while and something came up and im just not sure if things are going to stay as happy as i wanted them to stay? i've kind of only just discovered freedom from one issue, and now i think the only thing keeping me from relapsing might go away. it's all just kinda unfair, y'know? ehhh, it'll pass, these kinda things will seem small and silly later on.
