tHiS dEsiGn iS sO cUtE auigaifyeoslgoaufeagoeugr click space to see next piece of art <3 ( there's two ) ○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧ Name: Heyoka Orientation: Aro/Ace Pronouns: He/They/It Job: Jester/Clown/Entertainer Zodiac Sign: Gemini ○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧ Personality: Enthusiastic, nostalgic, unpredictable, extroverted, impulsive, humorous, childish Mood: Actually tends to be full of despair ○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧ Likes: Daydreaming, bubbles, circus, children's books, cotton candy, carnivals, pokemon, kidcore, clowncore Dislikes: Amnesia, loosing things, the cold, snails ○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧○✧ Backstory/Information: Heyoka has always struggled with amnesia. Not only does it make simple parts of his life hard - it destroys it's mental health. They generally don't make friends or have any relationships, because they are scared how his amnesia will affect them. This also causes it to be extremely discouraged very easily. He feels as if he isn't enough and often struggles with self esteem and control. Heyoka picked up his job in the entertainment section because he feels it's a fun way to live life, especially when he doesn't make meaningful relationships and has trouble remembering things other's may find important. They also commonly coped with humor, so they are pretty good at entertaining. He finds it fun to bring out his inner child at work, too. He commonly zones out, and tends to combine blurry memories with his fantasies. Day dreaming and romanticizing is also something he does a bit too much. They have a small bit of memory of when they had a more happy life, with a friend group, family, education. But he struggles to remember everything and everyone, causing him distress. He feels he can never reconnect with these people and relationships. Never tell their old life how much he loved it. Never tell everyone how much they loved them. Heyoka enjoys daydreaming and using his imagination to take him back to those happy times - but sometimes it just ends up making it confused. He now struggles to identify what he does even recently making them want to just give up. At least he has his job, something almost thoughtless. ╱|、 (˚ˎ 。7 |、˜〵 じしˍ,)ノ
