i don't know how many people are still here to see this. how many people are going to call me petty, say i'm playing the victim, i don't care anymore. this has been eating at me and i need to get it out before i can finally leave it behind. i'm leaving. that's fairly obvious. however, i will also be cutting off everyone here, specifically from tfcrp. why? well. there's a lot of reasons. lack of motivation in general, and some really awful stuff went down. it was blown out of proportion, and now i want nothing to do with it. about 2 months ago, me and a friend of mine were cut off out of the blue from someone, had some incredibly harmful accusations thrown at us that we didn't see coming. we were treated like we were heartless, emotionless monsters by others that had no business being dragged into this to begin with. it's made me feel bad about myself for months, and they only dragged my friend into it too because they were a coward. they only had a problem with me, so what's the point? there was no communication. only the point of blowing up, and then they tried to excuse it. if i don't know there's a problem, i don't know how you expect me to fix it. we were harassed by one of their friends as well, and i eventually gave up on trying to communicate with someone who so blatantly wouldn't listen, tried to make me accept my faults without accepting their own. spoiler alert, you aren't perfect. i'm not perfect. nobody is, so stop pretending. this was all explained in incredibly vague terms, i know. i'm walking on eggshells here, 'incredibly vague' would probably be an understatement. i'm just here to say that i'm human. i'm not heartless, i'm not a manipulator, and all i want is to stand up for myself. because i'm not taking crap from anyone anymore to make me feel bad about me as a person. all of that to say, i'm disappearing. permanently. and i don't care what anyone has to say in response to this. i'm logging out, deleting this account, and never coming back. i don't need anyone's pity, quite frankly i don't want it. i just needed to get this out. sayonara, old friends. - flynn.
