i've lost motivation. i've been here for more than 5 years. such a long time. i grew to love scratch more in covid times. i quit for a while came back and fell in love with scratch again. i'm so grateful for scratch. scratch was a huge part of my art journey. but it's a coding website. for kids. i'm a teen. who will be preparing for gsces that will occur in a few year. i will be doing art. but my won art. obsessing over a website worserning my eyes and worsening my self esteem is smthn i want to avoid .i realised when i joined scratch i was drawing for scratch never my own art. i wanted to be noticed. it increased my art skills but it's unhealthy. i've been here for too long and making a name on scratch is stupid. i have had too many accs to know that. i may come back who knows but no time soon. i'll practice art on my own boost my creativity without scratch without the pressure of posting. in a year i'll start on insta , when i do start on insta i will share where i am. so don't unfollow yet hehehe. i will try and start socials after focusing on improving my art more <3 tysm to everyone who has supported me. people i would like to thank the most: @kiollex . i have been friends with you since for more than two years. i couldn't have known a more talented person than you. @GameGirlX . surprise surprise. yes ggx was one of my first actual friends. we became friends in 2020? peak covid . although my identity will stay secret. she motivated me to pursue art. she was my sole motivator and was extremely encouraging. @yayyias . sai my homie. my bbg. my pumpkin pie. the best person istg . she always brightens my day. imysm bro. @artastiqq . my nepali buddy. this girl my bahini. she's my lil sister no matter what. you have a bright future ahead of you and you have so much talent. <3 @citrusoda . one of the most funnest people to talk to. and extremely talented. such an amazing and sweet person as well. carry on being so kind and talented please. be successful. @itznowornever . bro , istg such a kind person. and talent. please follow them. please. <3 . you always left such sweet and kind comments on my projects and it always made my day . young talent :) (+) there is so much more <3 tysm to all who followed me. you really made my day
to people i owe art to. i will be back for that. i hate art debt. sm . so i will be back for that :) so many competition entries i scrapped lmao because i can't be asked to post. dw i may come back after a long while. and possibly prepare for an insta acc??? after some practice and personal improvement. i will join other platforms soon i will check in once in a while :)
