As you might've noticed, I've been offline for about 6 months. A ton has happened in that time, and I'd like to bring you guys up to date. 1st off, I had quite a few hard classes this past semester. History, English, and French a year up. The workload got quite a bit heavy and I was often overwhelmed with just the ISUs and classwork. Hard work paid off though! High 90s in 2 classes, low 90s in one, and mid 80s in another! 2nd, for a couple of months, many of my evenings were taken up with rehearsals. Don't get me wrong, productions are super fun and I'm really lucky to have been a part of it! But, I'd be lying through my teeth if I said it wasn't time consuming! Totally recommend it, but you can't have hobbies anymore. 3rd, for quite a while I've been struggling with my mental health and it ballooned in the past year and especially in the past 6 months. I've struggled with noise and scent specifically for my whole life, but it got to the point where I needed to go to the doctors. I was told I have noise anxiety, and even though I don't exactly think that's accurate, it's something. It has affected my physical health, and screens have been pretty hard for me to use after hard experiences. 4th, I've also been struggling with keeping my space clean for the past couple years and cleaning it up has been a huge project of mine. I'll be posting pictures when it's done! 5th, I've realised I get worse anxiety than most of those I know. I can't check my own marks or the comments on my assignments most of the time and need a friend to check it for me. I've also been physically sick before tests that I am prepared for because of this extreme anxiety. Even coming back online stresses me out! 6th, and finally, my computer has slowly been dying. Track-pad barely working, doesn't charge properly, won't open websites I need it to. I have a summer job, so I'll diffidently be replacing it before taking an online course in the fall. So... yeah. That's what's been up with my life for the past couple months. I'll be online much more this summer, not that it's a high bar, Sundays are my goal. And this coming semester I'll probably be able to come on in the morning. Yeah. That's it. Thanks!
