might not post for a bit.. :sigh: sooo... uuh i`ve been having some family issues I feel so tired and sad all day every day, so depressed and lonely. I have been neglected lately, people forget i exist, my family is just fighting all the time, it calms me to write, but just a little, it doesn't help much that my brother is sadistic and enjoys being that way. I've lost my appetite for awhile now, not been eating most meals I feel this will be permanent, I cannot find the words to give you how happy it would make me just to have another family dinner or even have us all in the same room together no one cares abt my mental heath... This is breaking my heart, and I don't know how much longer I can handle it.
I'm sorry to have burdened you with this, I just need somebody to make the world seem smaller I promise i will finish payments and such before!! /srsly
