Hellooo. I'm thinking some.. Uh problematic things. Now my bf posted a new project titled "I'm sorry.." now he told me that his parents said to him " We've had enough we might just send you away" That reminded me of all the times my parents said that to me. My mom always gose off on me. She threw out my cat last year because he was sick and kept peeing on her bed. And I had to watch I was crying loud and hard but she said this " IF YOU KEEP CRYING , YOU WILL BE NEXT JUST LIKE HIM" And I can't handle people getting mad at me. So if someone is mad at me I feel horrible I feel like I'm the reason they always are mad. So that's why I do sh. Please remember this is my way of getting this all out. I'm sorry if I'm bothering you.
If you need you may vent in comments I won't mind. And if it seems I don't reply or I don't care I'm probably. Sleeping, busy, or at school ( when it starts ) again I apologize if I'm being over dramatic. Thank you.
