hey yall,,, I know my activity and stuff have been shaky and stuff recently,,, and ik I kinda shared a project talking about stuff but I got nervous and took it down so I'm actually gonna get to the point here I'm not sure if I'm going to permanently leave any more,,,, I mean I still kinda like it here, i just felt like no one really wanted me around since I'm on so many greylists/blacklists, heh.... (again, I'm really sorry.) but at the same time I sort of miss being able to talk to people. And tfc is still good, but I'm just not sure where to go to restart. I mean, I have chimera but I don't like her much. I don't know if I should apply for litters, I mean idk if I'm even welcome to some, and I'm not sure what to do.... so I guess advice would be helpful. Though I can't promise I'll stay Also, I am genuinely begging. Please hold me accountable to unfinished trades. I am being serious, I cannot live with guilt knowing I scammed or tricked people out of art and their time. I want to finish my side of things I left unfinished and this is true in my heart. I don't care if you feel like you're being a burden, you're not, if I owe you something like otaps I might drop them, but I'm not gonna drop any trades, while I have mainly moved on from drawing cats to humans I can still try my best to draw them That's all I had to say, I guess lol, I just wanted to keep it short so I didn't waste any of your time this is all /gen /srs
