Hello ;-; just ignore the fact that i havent posted for 3 months digital art has just seemed impossible lately ;-; honestly any type of art has felt impossible ;-; ive mainly been inactive because of that and also the fact that almost everyone following me and that ive followed is inactive ;-; T-T and these days scratch seems unnecessary ToT plus that feeling that no one will ever check my account ;-; please help me feel like scratch actually matters to me because im not feeling it right now ;-; what also doesn't help is that theres a big exam that i havent prepared enough for and i know i will probably fail ;-; ;-; ;-; aside from all that negative stuff, finishing this portrait made me happy during the gloomy winter (in aus its winter) while art can be super frustrating and feel like it's a waste of time, it can be super rewarding once you finish a piece :) and when you don't finish a piece (which is me 99% of the time) i guess you can learn what made the piece plummet into the poop folder XD :) i dont expect this project to get a lot of views, its just to let the uhh- probably 3 people who still look at my profile know that i am not inactive, just posting a lot less :) anyways, i didn't think anyone would read any of this but since you did, have a nice dayyyyy :))) i really left for a few months and everythings purple------- XD music: aespa (에스파) ~ hold on tight
