i was gonna play lovejoy but it didn't seem appropriate lol *says this as the album plays in bg* Hello luvs, its me! Bee! :D And BOY its been some time. Just before this starts I want to say im sorry. Genuinely. Especially to friends- I drifted HEAVILY from scratch. I just dont find it entertaining anymore- and this goes with roleplay as well. Right so lets gets this done one at a time. School :sparkles: Im done with a certian grade and taking a major new step into my life- and with a IRL FRIEND (wild- bee has friends? ikr). But before when school was in prior it took up pretty much my whole life- especially in the last couple months. The amount of times I stayed up to 2AM in the morning doing school work was crazy- and my mental was stress city LOL So school is the main reason for inactivity and how did this effect everything else? Well, major burnout is one. And now I purely wanna talk to my friends and play minecraft lol How does this apply to roleplaying? Well. I dont have motivation to roleplay. And I wont lie to you and say I want to roleplay because I honestly dont. This is mainly pointed at TFCRP which is like the best roleplay ive ever been apart of. I just dont feel the same about it anymore. My interest in Warriorcats has just gone increasingly downhill at a rapid pace. I felt terrible for leaving people hanging near the end so I'd continue roleplaying but with slow responses because I just couldn't physically type out anything without struggling to find a decent response. So with this I finally decided what to do with the recent activity check. Im leaving the roleplay. Am I gonna miss Bumblebear? Yes Could I regret this later? Yes Is it gonna finally give me a weight off my shoulders? yes :'D Could I just join later one day? also yes I feel sad about it but theres not much I can do unless I just force myself. Which is what I dont want to do. SO theres that. And now activity in general. I have the biggest artblock so that explains projects. Talking to people? I just haven't said anything lol Scratch itself.. has just not been interesting anymore. Is there many people I look up to and friends I appreciate? yes 100%! But Scratch ITSELF is just.. not.. it doesn't catch my attention ya' know? I think thats really all there is to say. If anyone reads this and has questions you can ask in the comments. also im prob gonna make another account :)
