toxic betrayal - a song

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toxic betrayal is a song i wrote last night, its kinda relatable to me which im quite surprised by, anyway lets get into the lyrics! ------------------------------------------------------------------ i'm confused i've been used can't help but trust you every time you let me down i think you'll come around every time you make me cry i think i still see good in your eyes maybe i should pick up the pace and move on, maybe its hard but i could be wrong second guessing my decision, my indecisive trait is winning lies, tying the knot to leaving. why, were you someone I believed in? I just need to breathe out, breathe in. see the big picture painted by a tragedy Lay down the blueprints of steps to serenity, i'm still figuring it out but its all blurred Now i know you’re a traitor help me, trust me make a list of all the things you did It's a trap an endless maze it's only a small bump in the road were taking Just watch its a movie in the making, but now you tell me you've sided with her? Distressed from my bad memory this is just my destiny you're a traitor They say don't judge a book by its cover, but on yours it was leaving one another I'm just going crazy, tell me why you lied. Why was I surprised? Tried to tell me I'm wrong? Acted like you thought I belonged. Help me, trust me Oh you lie break the law, i thought you knew more but i wanna leave been dragged in by your toxicity You turned the rainbow black, turned your back on me help me trust me when its what i really need, i'm lost never find me hiding behind me its like you run away at the sight of a shadow I need to let it sink in but i think i've been followed, stalker, void walker im lost scared scarred You lost my trust, try to keep moving on its hard saw the lies reversed, your lies are rehearsed Simple traitor, told me im greater then everyone you've seen before these lies mean more Showed me the exit, tag you’re it i have a party when you're gone, im your pawn keep me up till dawn, my blood's boiling and i've been avoiding you, its for the better that we just forget about each other, its hopeless when we’ve lost one another. Talk about me behind my back then you sided with her, why didn't I realize you were a traitor? You’re destroying something i was enjoying, it's dissappointing, you used me confused me showed me you were a traitor, in my heart there's a crater left by you I'm lost, never find me, im lost but we used to be happy but then you betrayed her you’re a traitor You lied to me when you said you’d tell the truth, every minute spent you was a wasted youth, what do I do? What do i do oooh ooh, thought you were an angel but its a white light shined on the devil, you told me i was special, your heart is hard like metal, broken souls broken hearts its too late we’ve drifted apart we cant rewind we can't restart and im sorry but you did too much to me i'm broken foggin’ up my memory. Your ratings and reviews on the people you want to lose, im hurt you treated me like dirt, youre a traitor traitor you’re a traitor, traitor, I have a party when you’re gone, i'm your pawn keep me up till dawn is this really what you want It's for the better, that we forget about one another, that we talked to others, covered up your lies with what you called the truth, I believed you but maybe I always knew. You’re a traitor