Thank you for reading :D I don't want to forget this feeling. Maybe I couldn't have done anything. It wasn't my place to do so. I barely knew them and we talked once. But I feel so torn up. Someone recently took their own life. Or at least people are saying so. I understand why. I don't know what happened to them but I hope they're truly in a happy place now. Whether it be on this planet or in a better place. Greif is a hard thing to comprehend. For me it feels like it never happened. Like everything is normal. But normal doesn't last. It's hard to accept that most things are temporary. Nothing ever lasts on Earth. Not even me or you. I've experienced plenty of loss. You probably have and you certainly will. A lot of the time I feel like it's stupid to cry or even be sad. But being sad is a part of life. It's a good thing to be sad. We wouldn't be able to feel truly happy without sadness. I know it hurts. It will for a long time. But death isn't the end. I believe that families are forever - even if they aren't biologically related. We will see each other again. Maybe it won't be here and it probably won't be for a long time. Time can take away but it can also give. It can give you experience, loved ones, and so much more. So to everyone experiencing self doubt like I have please know that you are beautiful, maybe you aren't strong enough now but you can get stronger. Never give up. Think of all the amazing things you've done and can do. There are people who love and care about you everywhere. Even a stranger. It's okay to cry. Please cry. But please don't put yourself in a whole you can't climb out of. If you do- Let others be able to push you up Lean on others. It's okay. Eventually you'll find your place. Keep working hard, take your time. Mistakes are apart of you. Learn from them. Understanding yourself and who you are is important. Take time to reflect and remember- Your are perfectly imperfect. Please be kind, share your love with the people around you. With your family, your friends and even people you don't know. Sometimes its hard. But you can do it. Thank you for reading.
