first of all, hi i am shadow and im 6th grade ive always had the worst anxiety. I'd stress over the tiniest things that most people wouldnt even think of. School probably makes thing 10x worse. See friend were always a problem, them not wanting be friends anymore or find other friends and leave me out, and this kind of stuff made me not sleep. I would stay up all, contemplating what was gonna happen, "will i always be alone?" "will i have no more friends" And i would always look at the negative side of things. I then moved schools, which then caused me to not feel well anymore cause of more friend problems. All my friend all of sudden stopped wanting to be my friend anymore and i didnt know why. Then i moved schools again (wow alot of mnoving schools) and it just seemed no one liked me at all, i had no friends at all. I dont why, i tried so hard to be nice and kind, but i just thought, i came off as a person who was weird and shy and introverted (which i really am introverted).I think it was then where i started to dress more baggy and look more depressed in public (not on purpose). My mum looks over at my old pictures of a happy me, one that never had any problems, (recently ive been trying to dress better to make her happy) .Soon I found abt anime, anime was like my safe place and stuff, it just made me feel better. And animes like Horimiya and Oregairu made me feel like i dont need friends. And now I mon scratch with friends i really enjoy talking to such as @yimiconthesecond and @MysticalMagic- and @Villadecafe and alot more. So i just like to say thanks to all those people who wanna be my friend.
Haha ive been wanting to do this for a long time. I really hope people actually like being my friend, It feels good when someone says hi on my profile. I dont except people to see this so- it feels good to let it out pic from omori
