Noooooooooo! No! No! No! I can't go back! I just can't! I can't let my mental health go into another spiral! *sobs* School is such a pain for me! It sucks! I walk in the door every day, plaster that fake smile on my face even though I'm dying on the inside. I play happy for everyone, give them what they want, hide from my teachers, and pretend everything's fine and like I'm not wanting to s̶t̶a̶b̶ something through my head. I pretend I have friends and hang out with people who have known others their whole life and I just bumped into this school last year...who I thought were my real friends may turn out to be toxic, or I just can't hang out with them because it doesn't feel right, or like its ok...I can't make new friends I'm just so bad at it...so awkward... anxious...depressed...scared...I just can't...I can't go back... Please don't let my view on school lower yours if you love school, enjoy it...this is just how it is for me... (P.s this is the most feminine Mintpaw will ever look)
