Wow a lot has happened ^_^ well here I go... ever since i quit scratch I kinda hated myself more got more and more negative.. I’ll say these reasons cause yea. 1. My ex bf 2. My self image 3. I didn’t know who I was 4. I was struggling in scenarios of friendship 5. I wasn’t totally sure what to expect 6. I just felt like a ghost in a forgotten void alone 7. I was thinking stuff I shouldn’t 8. There were people who made me feel bad Yeah stupid reasons I just hated where I was and who I was. I felt like this world was becoming my main enemy. But my friends never let me down. They always would cheer me up always know what to say and do. They are the best friends that took me so many years to find and I found them. People in this world hate for who you aren’t are. Where you come from and much more. But I think of it like this every one is there own special flower waiting to blossom. It doesn’t matter what color your petals are or how tall or short your stem is it’s you and be proud for who you are. You may look in the mirror thinking you want to be that popular girl who is pretty in ever way. Well guess what there’s no such thing as popular. Popular is just a thing as sayin* I’m better than you. If anyone ever says that they are wrong. We are all equally the same and should be treated the same. Just be yourself doesn’t matter who or what you are. Be the only you there is because you only get one life Andy you have to live it. This crazy world sucks I know but let’s nit look at the negative let’s look at the positive. The positive is one by one making this place and better place for all so no one is left in the shadows Andy no one feels alone. Because I’ll tell you this you this you my friend are not alone :) But anyways I kinda am over it now! I mostly and partly know who I am, new stuff to love, and new friends! I think that’s helped a lot there support means a lot to me really even you! After school ended things got worse I had fights at home and ran away a couple times and just started to be mostly by myself it sucked I only had my phone And friends to entertain me. Eh who can blame me I’m a teenager dealing with uh stuff. Honestly I hated this summer and I’m excited for a new school year because it’s going to Be the best one yet! I for one love learning except math. *-* anyways with all this crazy chaotic world I have advice 1. Watch bluey it’s your therapist 2. Eat fooood 3. Stay in touch with friends as much as possible 4. Be yourself ur beautiful/ Handsome inside and out 5. Listen to music to escape to your own world Idk ? but I’ll tell you this I will post later after August 14th. I’m literally typing at midnight rn so I should probably stop watching YouTube and go to sleep well bye scratchers check ya later! Stay strong!
Credits to KoiFishie for support and advice Credits to Ian for his words of wisdom and goofy smile Credits to Kate who never gives up ( happy birthday) Credits to Delaney for emotional purposes Credits to Brooklyn for hanging out with me ;) Credits to Gameomsister for inspiration ( yes you inspired me you amazing person) Credits to reeeeeece for her sarcasm ( yes I love it)