As you can tell from the title of this project then you should know this is a rant Well today kinda sucked. So I had track camp for 2 hours, and I mean it was fun, but a girl who used to be my best friend just like stopped caring I guess? I don't know. We don't talk at all anymore. Besides that, I had fun at camp. Something else is how I over think everything. Like literally just now I'm fighting myself debating if I would say that I'm gonna attempt to fit this all in the instructions because I want the text to be bigger before or after the whole over thinking piece. Also when I'm trying to talk to someone who I don't actually know irl I tend to use a lot of punctuation because I want that person to think something different of me. But yeah so that's that. Also I care what people think about me way too much. Somebody said they would never be caught wearing the shirt I was wearing (which was a hellfire club t-shirt that I looked fire in btw) and I almost cried. But yeah, I just feel different around some people. Which leads me to today's worst part. Basketball practice. I was with a team that- lemme just say I really didn't wanna be with. I'm not gonna go into detail because of the fact that I don't wanna get banned. But basically, the second I got there we started. And we had to scrimmage and the coach made me sit first. *cough cough* favoritism *cough* But basically I picked somebody to go out after me and then the person got to pick and she tried to pick me again!?! I was like "bro I've already been out pick someone else" so she picked someone else and then that person she picked also tried to tell me to get out. The nerve of these little- calm down, Starry. They don't matter to you. Then my coach kept benching me for some reason and it didn't make sense. Then we had to do pushups and my hands were sweaty so I slipped and fell on my shoulder. It hurts like really bad :'( But anyway yeah that was my horrible day. Hope yours is better bc you are an amazing person and you should feel amazing.
