--- code - @Luner_trail-123 art - @Luner_trail-123 character(s) - YJ, (IRL) Omyl --- - lol this actually happenedddd - so basically my great grandma was in the hospital bc of something i dont remember, anyway, we came to visit her, but all i pretty much did the entire visit was stare outside of the window down at the orange trees below, now here in the present, i am greatly regretting that decision (bc she died, RIP, also her death was a while back so pls dont say sorry for your loss) since that was the last time i saw her, THE LAST TIME I SAW MY GREAT GRANDMA ALL I DID WAS LOOK OUT A GOD DAMN WINDOW AND DIDNT EVEN TALK, OR EVEN LOOK, AT HER sorry i am very angry with myself of that decision, i should have spent more time with her anyway, when she passed i received a stuffed bear she had, it was an angel bear and really cuteeeee omggg i didnt think much of the bear until a month ago, when i have grown obsessed with it, believing it is a way to contact my deceased relative, and thinking her soul resided in the stuffed bear - wow this sounds stupid but yes this is what i actually think - hehehe im not okayyyy
