tw // health, mental health please read all the way through, especially if you are my close friend sooo a lot of you probably noticed i havent really been active much. and it might continue to be that way. i do have an explanation for it, though. ive been a little more active on ig since my reach is larger there. you can find me @/thornbugzz. there is not a 100% i will answer or post more there, for reasons mentioned below the main reason i havent been online is health issues. it has come to my family’s attention that i may have an autoimmune disorder. light touches, even blankets on me hurt my skin and make it feel like it’s burning. if you want more information please look up allodynia and/or fibromyalgia. this has made me very tired and its hard to do things sometimes. my parents cannot afford a doctor at the moment, so i have to wait a few months to begin tests. because of this news, ive been more anxious and that will affect my mental health since school is starting soon. please do not say “get better” or “get well soon” etc. i know its something nice and with good intentions, but if it is an autoimmune disorder (which is extremely likely) then i will never get better. so, what is the point of saying all this? after a lot of thinking, crying, and feeling every emotion ever lol, ive made the decision that i want to “leave” scratch for a few months, at least until i get a diagnosis. however, i will try to come on once or twice a week to have a little chat or something. please do not expect frequent posts. i will probably post art dumps once a month as i need to save my energy for the things i have coming ahead. i hope you all understand this and i am so thankful i have a community that supports me so much! i love you all and i hope that when i get a diagnosis, i will be able to come back fully. thank you for reading this :] im very sad about this decision, but i hope you all understand its to protect me. the notes and credits have some little notes for the friends who have supported me the most on here since i am not sure when i’ll come back, so i want you guys to have something to remember. stay safe yall! xx -vivi <3
to rinny - i love you so much /p !!! youve been my best online friend ever! i really wish i didnt have to leave because i love your chats and art! you’re so sweet. please keep spreading the love everywhere you go <3 you truly are someone sent from heaven to help me through life. thank you so much, please don’t miss me too much. thank you for all your support :3 ilysm!! -vivi to auggie - you are so funny! you make me smile so much and i wish i could stay so i could enjoy your jokes and silly sayings more often :] you are a good person and i hope you can keep rin company while i’m gone and vice versa. also PLEASE KEEP DRAWING!!!! you have talent and potential hidden there, just keep an open mindset! thank you for being a part of my life and my wonderful scratch journey <3 ily! -vivi :3 to jae - youre so funny and nice!!! you are literally so relatable and have the weirdest or funniest stories to tell. i hope you do well in the future and i still pray for you :] keep entertaining the world and i know you’ll become something really cool in the future. ily jaeeee!!!! -vivi to daph - bro youre so cool :sob: you inspired me to start playing guitar bcs i literally thought you were the coolest person to exist and that cool people play guitars :3 thanks for being my friend! i know we dont talk much but its still fun to chat every once in a while. ik you will do great in volleyball!! ily! -vivi to spencey spencer >:3 - bro youre so relatable!!! i wish we met irl bcs like idk we already are good friends. i know you’re not on here much so im a little used to talking once every month but i hope you dont miss me too much. keep drawing!!!! xx -vivi to mother - I LOVE YOU MOTHER /p please keep drawing bcs your style is so cute hehej!! ilysm! i hope you still will claim me as your child when i come back ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ -vivi to bavanna - bro thank you for being there since like the very beginning. you were there since i had like 10 followers and youre always so supportive of me. keep trying and drawing and i am sure you will get somewhere! lots of love xx -vivi to the rest of my followers - thank you for the great amounts of support you have given me! you guys have made me feel awesome about my art! there has been ups and downs, but there always is. thank you so much!! -vivi
