THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND OMG I LITERALLY CANNOT- SAPPHIRE on yt wrote a song from Max to Billy [it's basically Max's letter to him in song version] and I can't it's too sad and gorgeous T-T </3 this song is so emotional and it's just.....I can't even explain it. it's just so good. she sings it as if she is actually feeling what Max felt and it's amazing.
all credits to SAPPHIRE [you should go check her out she is incredibly talented] Lyrics </3: Dear Billy I’m sorry that things ended, like they did Never thought that I’d reminisce Hey Billy Told myself that I wouldn’t miss you, but I do So here I am telling you this Wish I could take back all the arguments and the way we disagreed Wish I could give you all the compliments, before I watched you leave 'Cause now I’m sat here by your grave Wishing you were someone that I could’ve saved Wish I could’ve run to you and pulled you away You’ll be the first thing on my mind 'til my dying day And that day's getting closer They’re telling me to run faster but I kinda wanna stay And say I’m sorry Billy Dear Billy I should tell you that your Dad left It’s for the best Home feels better without him there The whole town cried the day you died They don’t know the truth it’s all just lies about why 'Cause they don’t know about the upside I could take back all the arguments and the way we disagreed Wish I could give you all the compliments, before I watched you leave 'Cause now I’m sat here by your grave Wishing you were someone that I could’ve saved Wish I could’ve run to you and pulled you away You’ll be the first thing on my mind 'til my dying day And that day's getting closer They’re telling me to run faster but I kinda wanna stay And say I’m sorry Billy Wish I could go back and relive the times where you're screaming at my face 'Cause it’s better than all these lies and watching you drift away 'Cause now I’m sat here and I’m saying this You’re someone that I miss Dear Billy I’m sorry that things ended, like they did Never thought that I’d reminisce