hi this is a vent and mostly just me rambling so sorry if I’m not clear or make spelling/grammar mistakes I’ve done a lot of traveling the the past 5weeks and I’m pretty stressed bc travel stresses me out- it’s hard for me to find food to eat at restaurants and to order it, and airplanes are kindastressful too. sleep away camp was also stressful, and there was a storm while we were in the cabin which freaked me out a lot and today i had to go to a birthday party and we did bowling laser tag and arcade games and the arcade kinda sucked (at least for me) and I wanted to cry y the end and it just felt like a lot of stress and my crush was also there so I knew I couldn’t cry and there was loud musicand I felt pretty claustrophobic and I was the only one who didn’t eat pizza and afterwards my parents asked me if I had fun and I had to say yes. also school starts in about a month i and really don’t want to go back and do last year allover again. there’s this one kid let’s say his name is shrek i cried in front of him ONCE in spanish and he started calling me crybaby and he makes me feel so powerless and i feel so friggin done with everything right now. i started a medication a bit ago but i don't feel like it's done anything. i can't think of any art ideas, and i just feel overall useless and upset with myself if you read this far, thanks :)
