hey yall. get prepared for a long paragraph. so. i think im just really... depressed. extremely. its hard to function because i feel like i have to die all the time. everything i see, such as a building i imagine falling from there and thinking it would be great and fun for me. it feels like im being pulled towards it. i feel really anxious all the time and im getting less and less sleep and everything i do is just a chore for me, even my hobbies that i used to enjoy. so i think its time i take a break for a while. ive been worried with my upload schedule and the time differences are getting significantly larger. im having a hard time balancing my personal life and my scratch life. im just having problems that i hope ill get over. nothings perfect but i wish everything would be. im starting to lose friends too. i dont really trust anyone and i cant go to anyone anyways. hiatus doesnt mean forever, but lets hope my problems go away and maybe ill come back. thanks yall ily all /p <333
