so uh- hi guys. I know it’s been a while, but I’ve got some news I’m coming back! And I’m making some changes. Like all social medias, Scratch is @ddictive. I personally know that. I used to stare mindlessly at the notifications bar, always hoping for at least someone to lay attention to me. And right when I’d close the tab and go away, that shiny orange number pop, I’d click it and the cycle begins all over again. Because I always craved that dopamine rush when I got a notification. That good feeling inside of me rushed up every single time. It felt… great. But then, as soon as it was gone, I’d feel empty. I would reread the same message over and over and over again, desperately trying to get that good feeling back. And once again, right as I was about to walk away and take a breath of fresh air, i got a notification. Now that is a clear type of äddiction, and i REALLY don’t want that happening. I want my relationship with Scratch to be healthy and not toxic, so I’ve devised a plan. I’ll try doing one healthy, good thing (practice my instrument, go outside, clean up a bit) before hopping onto Scratch. Since I’d be doing something productive, Scratch could be like a treat, a ‘good-job’ chocolate you get handed out. With all that junk out of the way, I just want back into TWC lmao, the community is so creative and amazing and somehow I still enjoy role playing.
BIGGGG thanks for Danger and Aegis on dizzy, Danger you’re actually the reason I wanted to come back (the crusade really caught my eye) and Aegis ty for the lore dump so I wouldn’t be walking in blind lmao. ((Both of y’all conversations made me realize how much I miss my friends lol)) :)
