↓ so it's been a little while. ok, a long while. I doubt many will actually see this, but here goes. i'm leaving scratch forever. *gasp* yes, i know, shocking. i mean i don't have a choice--my sibling got us IP banned--plus i don't like it here or fit in anyway. compiled here are a few pics that i like. some are my art (some of which is fanart- i am now a diehard sth fan.) some is Chainsaw Man [my current hyperfixation] some is of a big trip i got to take to Universal Studios. I am currently 17, almost 18. I have pretty much moved on from my old ocs and world, and have written a book thats about 114,000 words long. yes. and the 2nd draft will be about twice as long, and split into a duology, called Gasoline and Titanium. I discovered am nonbinary (they/he), and aroace with strong tertiary attraction for mainly other nonbinary and trans people. I also lost my interest in all fantasy, and moved on to sci fi, robots, horror, and the like. I got into the metalhead, emo, rivethead, and punk subcultures, and I am there to stay. I love metalcore music and breakcore especially. i met some amazing friends. I made a best friend, we talked nearly every day for a year, and now we are finally falling off a little-- well, i am mostly. I met someone else, even better, who thinks just like me and we have been through a lot of the same stuff. they are just amazing. Maybe i am always just a little afraid of losing him, but i will always be there for him to listen help how i can. i got into more fandoms and branched out, fandoms like Chainsaw Man, Don't Hug Me I'm Scared, the Backrooms, Sonic. Life has gotten better for me-- somewhat-- and i am kind of realizing just how bad it was before. it was very very bad, in an extremely covert way. at least i am a big ol grown up now. i'm tentatively branching out onto other platforms, of which i will not share for privacy reasons. I mainly like staying within small, socialization-based communities, though i think i am ready to start sharing the content i make with others. goodbye, Scratch. thank you to all my followers. thank you to this place (though ive grown to hate it). You were the first thing to begin shaping me into what i am today-- a person independent from what their parents want and expect and force them to be.
all photos and art by me.
