I thought our friendship was different but it's not, all my friendships always end in the other friend leaving me because they wanna replace me I'll never have a friendship that's not short lasting, toxic, or fake or they just leave me for someone else :( I do have friends but they are friends with each other and they gatekeep stuff from me and the only other friend I have I don't know if they like being my friend I'm a loser with no friends :( (most of my online friends would leave me if they knew that I'm a furry)