(Inspired by @W3ird-_-SleepZzZ + i felt like i should try writing angst. bangchan will be referred to as either chan or chris. you're chan's younger sister + hannah's older sister.) "ONE! DREAM! HELLO! We are Tomorrow By Toge-" the cheery voices were cut off as you turned off the TV. hannah reached for your hands, feeling you stiffen. "unnie..." she whispered, eyes wide as you pulled away from her. "i'm fine." you said. you weren't just reassuring your sister, you were telling yourself that as well. you were fine. you were fine. you were fine. hannah's phone vibrated on the couch and she picked it up, sighing at the caller ID. "chris." hannah said as she picked up. "it's chan! is y/n okay? i forgot to remind you that they had a performance on M Countdown and i know that y/nnie watches it a lot so-" "she turned it off." hannah said quietly. chan sighed over the phone. "check on her for me?" he asked. "always. what time do you think we can go over?" hannah walked over to you, running a hand over your back soothingly as if she were the older one. the stronger one. well, she was stronger. "now's fine. hanji and binnie brought the other members to the studio too so she can hang out with innie, hanji and felix." hannah hummed at his response. "we'll be there as soon as possible." hannah promised. "see you soon?" "yep." chan hung up and hannah dropped her phone on the couch, moving to stand next to you. "unnie, you wanna see han?" she asked. you nodded, feeling slightly numb. "c'mon, you gotta come with me then." you stepped through the studio doors and was instantly enveloped into your brother's arms. "chris! she needs space!" hannah scolded, pushing him off you. "it's chan-" chan huffed. hannah shrugged. "chan, chris, you're the same person." she caught sight of han in the corner, twisting your favourite hoodie in his hands. "hey, unnie, there's han." hannah took your hand gently, leading you to han. for the first time in weeks, a small smile broke across your face as the boy reached over to hug you. "hey, y/nnie." you settled in his arms and hannah finally relaxed, seeing you more comfortable, more present that you had been for the past 3 weeks. *timeskip 2 weeks because hannah bahng OWNS A COMPANY* your squeeze han's hands as he peeks at the stage. it's spotlessly clean and ready yet- he's not feeling up to performing today. there's an uneasy feeling in his stomach, a feeling thats telling him to stay with you at all times today. but he pushes it down when chan comes to brief the group on the M Countdown stage. in half an hour, you and hannah are seated in the front row of seats for M Countdown, you happily swinging your legs with hannah watching, making sure that you're not going to crumble. "i'm going to the bathroom, call me if you need me to come back, okay?" hannah whispers in your ear, heading off to the bathrooms. a light touch on you back makes you turn, the happy glow around you fading. a group of five boys stand in the aisle, all of them giving you smiles. Choi Soobin, Choi Yeonjun, Choi Beomgyu, Kang Taehyun and- your gaze flicks to the last boy. Huening Kai.
