hi again so i'm leaving scratch I was on a haitus but i need to leave now https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/881765842/ link above is to explain some things happening explantion - TW - CREEPY /!\ kay so basically i want to become more social, i'm really scared to make friends because of an incident a long time ago in 6th grade i accidently became friends with a really dangerous person. This person was a stalker/kidnapper who would stalk some kid and would dress up like the kids favorite character, then go talk to the kid acting like they are the character. and i was stupid enough to believe that this person was my favorite character from tv and became friends with this person (lets call this person mamoru) then mamoru said come over to my place to get some popsicles from their mom. so i walk into their house and then the police barge open, search the house and found d^^d kids in the basement. I was supposedly the next victim. I became depressed after that and took meds that made me go psycho, i started seeing things but i was happier. Now I never make friends unless i've made sure they aren't bad. lesson learned, be aware of your surroundings and make sure you aren't being stalked, and don't become friends with creepy cosplayers. (n+c for more)
I still take meds but from another place that doesn't make me go psycho. But i'm trying to change that, and make more friends with people, try to get closer with family. Next reason - I'm waaaay to old for scratch. I don;t want to seem like some creepy adult who loves kids and wants to be super close to them. I do like kids, but I don't think it's right to make online kid friends. The haitus project does mention that I work for a daycare now. It was fun talking to people like this though. Next reason - I'm going to be really busy, job, dating, and college so I won't really have time for scratch. Next reason - I want to stay committed to my relationship, this is the first time having a bf, and I want to have fun as much as I can (incase of breakup) alr thats enough of exposing myself I might come back and check on stuff but this is the end of it bye - peachi
