i said i would post something but that obviously hasn't happened and uh.. basically i think im losing motivation. and my general energy to log on here. it might be cause im a little sick atm, but i feel like this has been going on for longer than that. tbh i have no clue what to say like i literally love you guys but idk i just .. yeah im not leaving, or at least i don't /think/ i am. i'll still be here, but i have no clue if ill like.. talk to people so if i dont respond to u its not personal. just figuring things out rn <3