Growing up’s just not the same Find myself running away, back to the place I love so dear, where the critters roam I can sit and reflect on where I’ve gone Feeling run down, melting away ‘cause the Life I live makes so much pain Tryna find a way to come back strong But I’m losing myself, becoming a clone (We’re attached, we can regress Find our way to success) But this complicated world Just builds upon the stress I gotta find a new home where I can just Lay awake and chill My angular world is starting to shape Into a well-rounded sphere where I can go to escape The chaos in my ADHD Doesn’t have to dissipate here In fact, it begins here Between the thicket of crazy, the thicket of insane I can find the happy moments in the back of my brain It’s about finding the Teddy Bear That I want to be, I choose to be The critters that follow me back to my home They seldom leave so that I’m never alone And we help each other find that bear That we get to be, we choose to be [Critters] The slippery slide of thoughts, spiraling around It fights against our vessel, our gift, fought to the ground But through our faults and mistakes, he can Find a way through all the sound We are us and the world can’t stop it With our power as the critters, the small ones can’t be hit The bear in all of us makes sure we can’t be drowned (We’re attached, we can regress Find our way to success) But this complicated world Just builds upon the stress I gotta find a new home where I can just Lay awake and chill My angular world is starting to shape Into a well-rounded sphere where we can go to escape The chaos in my ADHD Doesn’t have to dissipate here In fact, it begins here Between the thicket of crazy, the thicket of insane I can find the happy moments in the back of my brain It’s about finding the Teddy Bear That I want to be, I choose to be The critters that follow me back to my home They seldom leave so that I’m never alone And we help each other find that bear That we get to be, we choose to be (Find that bear, find that bear) (Find that bear, the teddy bear) (Find that bear, find that bear) (Find that bear, the teddy bear) We’ll find that bear (Find that bear, find that bear) (Find that bear, the teddy bear) The teddy bear (Find that bear, find that bear) [All] Find that bear, the teddy bear
(Cover art belongs to soteddybear on Twitch) This song is dedicated to a small streamer and friend, Teddy. A while ago I made an instrumental for him to rap to… He never got to it and eventually took a break from streaming. But he came back! And I came into his chat once more, when I was finally able to catch a stream. Soon after he was talking about a Teddy song, I proposed that I could make one for him. The next time I joined chat, he started talking about what it meant to be a bear. And I sat there, taking notes, and then I took a few more notes in later streams. Within a week and a half (maybe) I was able to spit out a song for him. This is that song. Please enjoy my latest work, Teddy Bear, and check out Teddy at soteddybear on Twitch. He honestly deserves so much more than what he gets so any more support for his content is appreciated by both of us.
