ㅤ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿ ❤ ‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵ ˗ˏˋ ♡ ᶜᵒⁿᵗʳᵒˡˢ ♡ ˎˊ˗ ↪ ˢᵖᵃᶜᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢʷⁱᵗᶜʰ ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒʳⁱᵍⁱⁿᵃˡ ⁱᵐᵃᵍᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇˡᵒᶜᵏˢʰᵃᵈᵉ ↪ ˢ ᵏᵉʸ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵖᵉᵉᵈᵖᵃⁱⁿᵗ ㅤ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿ ❤ ‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵
ㅤ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿ ❤ ‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵ May 22, 2024 For my first online friend who's always been with me, @whispering-wishes Kind of a graduation thing too then, maybe? :') I'm still keeping the original name tho cuz that was kinda the original purpose xD And now you're off in the world...may you fly boundlessly and brightly ^^ I always wanted to finish and perfect this before showing it to you, but it really took longer than I expected—much too long. I don't know how to make up for it, I hope you understand. I'm late sharing this, but in the end I finally decided that I'd rather share what I have so far with you. I want to show you what I tried to make, even if it isn't finished or the way I wanted it to be. I know we all grow up and go our separate ways, but I never really thought about it much. It wasn't until you shared your message that I realized how time is fleeting, and so does the chance I have to share this message and what I tried to convey in this project with you. I don't want these words left unspoken; I want you to know that I truly appreciate and have appreciated our time together, and our friendship—after all, it is why I poured my passion and dedication into this project in the first place. I don't know what else to say, I'm currently feeling very conflicted, so I'll write what's on my mind. Deep down, I've always been almost unrealistically perfectionistic in some sense and that has hindered me in many areas, I know...it's something I struggle with that has been getting worse as time goes on, and I just can't seem to break out of it at times. Like I said before though, my desire to let you actually know ultimately still outweighed everything. I don't know what time it is for you, or if you will even be able to see this, but I hope you will be able to see it one day. Regardless of everything, I wish you the best on your journey forward. You will always be someone very special to me, and if you ever do need me for anything I will always try to help you to the best of my abilities ^^ Whew...I've said so much...thank you for reading all of this...good luck and happy graduation!! <333 ㅤ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿ ❤ ‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿ (Below is the original message I wrote) ꜰᴏʀ ᴍʏ ᴀʟᴍɪɢʜᴛʏ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀꜰᴜʟ ɢᴇɴɪᴜꜱ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ ! ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴠᴇʀʏ ʙᴇʟᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ, ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴡᴀʏ ᴇᴀʀʟɪᴇʀ ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʙʟᴏᴄᴋꜱʜᴀᴅᴇꜱ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴛʀɪᴄᴋʏ 〒▽〒 ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ɢᴏɴᴇ ʜᴇʟʟᴀ ɢʀɪɴᴅᴇʏ ᴍᴏᴅᴇ ɪɴ ꜱᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ʟᴀᴛᴇʟʏ, ᴀꜱ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɪɴ-ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ꜱᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ɪɴ ꜱᴇᴘᴛᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴛ-ᴛ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʜɪᴀᴛᴜꜱ ᴏꜰ ɪɴꜰɪɴɪᴛᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ <ꜱᴏʙ> ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟʟʏ ᴛᴏᴏ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴜᴘ ɴ ᴅᴏᴡɴ; ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʀᴇᴄᴇɴᴛʟʏ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋꜰᴜʟʟʏ ɪ'ᴍ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ɪᴛ ɴᴏᴡ :') ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ... ɪ'ʟʟ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏɴ ꜱᴄʀᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴏ, ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴍɪꜱꜱᴇᴅ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ :'ᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ᴠᴇʀʏ, ᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇ (┬┬﹏┬┬) ıˡı.ˡıˡˡıˡıı.ıˡˡı ↳ ˖⁺. ᶜᵘʳʳᵉⁿᵗˡʸ ᵖˡᵃʸᶦⁿᵍ : ˖⁺. ☘ ᴳᵉⁿˢʰᶦⁿ ᴵᵐᵖᵃᶜᵗ : ᴵᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵘᵈᵈᵉⁿˡʸ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵉ ⁽ᴾᶦᵃⁿᵒ ᵛᵉʳˢ.⁾ ☘ ¹:¹¹ ———•——————— ³:⁵³ ↺ << ˡˡ >> ⋮≡ ↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ :ᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴀɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇᴅ ᴅᴀɪꜱɪᴇꜱ ꜱᴏ...:ᴘ ɪ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ xᴅ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ʙʟᴏᴄᴋꜱʜᴀᴅᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴏɴ ꜱᴄʀᴀᴛᴄʜ, ᴀɴᴅ 2ɴᴅ ʙʟᴏᴄᴋꜱʜᴀᴅᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ 2 ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴀɢᴏ ꜱʜᴇᴇꜱʜ ʜᴀʜᴀ ...ɪ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ...;ᴜ; ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅɪᴅ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀᴍᴀᴢɪɴɢ!!! ^^ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ᴏɴʟɪɴᴇ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ :'ᴅ ᴀʜ, ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴏꜱᴛᴀʟɢɪᴀ~~ ✨ xᴅᴅᴅᴅᴅ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀꜱ ᴡᴇʟʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴀʀᴛ, ɪ'ᴍ ᴠᴇʀʏ ɢʀᴀᴛᴇꜰᴜʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴇᴄᴋ ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪꜰ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴠᴇʀʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴇʜᴇ :ᴘ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇɴᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴋɪɴᴅɴᴇꜱꜱ, ꜰᴜɴ ᴠɪʙᴇꜱ, ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ ✏ <3 ɪ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ :ᴅ ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ✏; ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴏᴇᴍꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇʟʏ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ɪɴ ʟɪʙʀᴀʀɪᴇꜱ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ^ᴠ^ (ᴅᴀᴍɴ, ᴋᴀᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀꜱʜᴛᴏɴ ᴀʀᴇ ꜱᴏ ᴀᴅᴏʀᴀʙʟᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇᴇ~ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ɪᴛ xᴅᴅᴅᴅ) (ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇɴ- ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ Qᴜᴏᴛᴇ- ʟᴍᴀᴏ ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ- xᴅᴅᴅᴅᴅᴅ) (...ɪᴅᴋ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍʟʏ ʏᴇʟʟᴇᴅ "ʙʟᴇᴍɪꜱʜᴇꜱ?!?!?! ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴏ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙʟᴇᴍɪꜱʜᴇꜱ (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)" ʟᴍᴀᴏᴏᴏᴏ) (ᴇᴅɪᴛ : ɪ ᴀᴍ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʟᴇ ꜱᴏʙ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇʟʟᴀ (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) ɴᴜᴜᴜᴜᴜ ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜱᴏ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ-) ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ- ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʟᴜᴄᴋ ☘ ᴏɴ ʙᴇɪɴɢ 18; ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ᴏɴ ꜱᴄʀᴀᴛᴄʜ ʟᴀᴛᴇʟʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ʟʟ ᴛʀʏ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏɴ, ᴍʏ ᴅᴇᴀʀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ~~ <333 ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ♥, ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ! ★ ㅤ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿ ❤ ‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵ (**ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ɴᴏᴛᴇ : ɪ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪᴍᴀɢᴇ, ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛ ɢᴏᴇꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛꜰᴜʟ ᴏᴡɴᴇʀ. ɪ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ɪᴛ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ɢᴏᴏɢʟᴇ, ꜱᴏ ᴘʟꜱ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴘᴏʀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʟᴏʟ ;_; ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴏɴɢ/ᴘɪᴀɴᴏ ᴠᴇʀꜱɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴏɴɢ ᴇɪᴛʜᴇʀ) ꜱʀʀʏ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜɪꜰᴛɪɴɢ ɪᴅᴋ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ɪᴅᴋ ᴡʜʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅʀᴀᴡɪɴɢ ꜱʜɪꜰᴛꜱ ɪɴ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴘᴇᴇᴅᴘᴀɪɴᴛ ᴛ^ᴛ ɪ ᴅᴇꜰ ꜱᴇᴛ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ x 0 ᴀɴᴅ ʏ 0 ᴛʜᴏ ;-;
