So I am going to a new school this year and I’m losing a lot of friends from my old school since they don’t have phones or scratch or other social media. I am terrified of going to new places because I left my old school this year for a new school this school year. I’m not sure if they would accept someone like me and I’d make friends, it seems very strict and I’m even scared of the open house. Which is two days away. I’m terrified of being bullied again, I was bullied for being a furry and how weird I was for being in fandoms I like (fnaf, welcome home, ect.) and for false things I clearly didn’t do. I’m scared of being body shamed, I don’t have the perfect body. I’m not sure if everyone is as welcoming as they seem. We have uniforms, so that’s a bit better but everything looks strict, teachers are nice but I suck in math and we have to go up to the board this year and do problems and I am severely behind. Oh and did I mention we have to do it with textbooks, pencils and paper and regular calculators? Yeah no computers unless we are typing up essays. I’m not sure if I’ll make friends. If anyone could give me some advice or a bit of solace please do, i would genuinely appreciate it. I want to talk about it, I don’t think anyone would care on here anyways. It’s fine. I don’t know what to say to my parents, they really like this school. I don’t know if I can survive this change. I’m faking it. Do I blame myself for the bullying at my other school? Probably. :) I’m just hiding behind a smile And I’m not sure if I can take it any longer.
Faces in the background are bullies Middle is me. NO I AM NOT EMO SO HUSH
