update on life: hey so I forgot to mention that my ex and I are kinda sorta still friends and my friend is dating him. on another note, ex told me that my crush is dating someone in another state, so. yeah, I've been kinda depressed. there was a school dance today and I lashed out at everyone, and I'm trying to calm down and I'm gonna apologize to one of my friends on Monday bc I'm scared I hurt his feelings. I got mad for no reason and he was trying to help me. he literally pulled up a chair and sat next to me and said I'm not leaving until you tell me what's wrong. I asked him if he knew the guy that I liked and he said no, I told him to go away, and whatever its stupid. he looked kinda sad after. UPDATE: BRO HE LIEDDDDDDDD MY EX LIEDDDDDDDDD OMGGGGG He's not dating anybody And also Last week I got really mad bc my crush kept saying "(ex) wants u" to my face over and over again WHEN HE KNOWS I LIKE HIM LIKE BRUH am I in the wrong here ... cuz bruhhhhhhhh like my life is reaaaaaally out of control AHAHAHA HAVE Y'ALL LISTENED TO GUTS BY OR YET??? ITS AMAZINGG UPDATE: MY EX IS A BIG FAT LIARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrr so uh basically ex was being weird to my friend and all that, and uh he was all like you should go talk to your crush (to ME) and I'm there like boi make up yo damn mind aree you wanting me to get with him or not? AND GUESS WHAT HE SAID ON SUNDAY HE SAID TO MY FRIEND I'LL GET HER WITH One OF MY FRIENDS DW?!!!!!! LIKE WHAT?????!!!!!! EDIT NUMBER IDK: hAHAHAHAHA so HAHA my crush ended up being a bad woord ^^ EDIT NUMBER STILL IDK: i like someone else...........but girl he has a gf *cries in skull emoji*............... update number still ihnfi: so its really complicated im friends with one of (we're going to call him todd) todd's friends and then like uh i like todd and he CALLED ME PRETTY AND MY FRIEND HE WENT UP TO TODD AND TOLD HIM I LIKE HIM MBut my excitement didnt last long because my friend said he had a gf BUT my other friends checked his tiktok account and he doesnt have anybodys name on his profile which he did for his LAST gf so idk anymore :skull: update number stilldk: sooooo he dont got a gf, my friend messaged him on tt and found out from him in his own words :DDD so excited <3 Update...again:... so um idk how to sahy this but uhiow'ea;rsdf I like my eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeexe333333333333333333333333333333 send help *internal sobbing*
