I'm tired of trying to smile I'm tired of trying to keep going I'm tired of feeling lonely, when all my friends are around me I'm tired of being crazy I'm tired of pretending I'm tired of asking for help I'm tired of acting like everything's fine I'm tired of being $#it. I'm tired of being myself I'm tired of people telling me I'm fine I'm tired of existing I'm tired of being the burden I am... I'm sorry, everyone. I'm useless. Worthless. Can't do anything. I'm sorry. It's all my fault.