If you ever read my full "about me," you would have noticed that at the bottom it mentioned I was supposed to get an Autism assessment in October. I had my screener a few months ago, and ever since then, I have been panicking over the assessment. (Typically the Autism Assessment is one of the last steps in the diagnosis process) As previously stated multiple times, the assessment was supposed to be an October, but the person who was waiting for their assessment in front of me cancled their appointment. That means my Autism Assessment's date has changed...to Tuesday...like this Tuesday. IN AROUND 3 DAYS?! I AM STRESSING OUT RIGHT NOW! The main reason I'm so worried for this assessment is because I'm afraid that I won't get diagnosed and look like a total idiot. I have been researching autism since I was in 6th grade, and I am very confident that I have it. However, if I DONT get diagnosed, that means something is wrong with me. If I have Autism, it would explain SO much, and it would explain why I act the way I do. But if I don't have Autism, that means there is something wrong with me. It would mean there is no explanation for why I can't make new friends, why I struggle so much just simply ordering food, and so much more! My years of research would be meaningless, and everyone will think I was just over reacting, which I promise I'm not. I'm just really nervous and I have no idea what is going to happen on Tuesday...
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