IT'S NOT FAIR. it's not fair everyone else gets to have a sister. it's not fair she has TWO WHOLE PPL dedicated to HER. it's not fair that she gets to be autistic but I don't. it's not fair that she has the beautiful green eyes I'VE always wanted it's not fair that she's comfortable in her skin but I'm not it's not fair that she never is yelled at, never cursed at, never @bvs3d. it's not fair that she left me alone. it's not fair that I was the last one. it's not fair that she's the reason I can't relate to ppl. it's not fair that I don't know what to say when ppl ask if I'm an only child. it's not fair that my parents are getting divorced and she doesn't even know. doesn't even care. it's not fair that I'm bullied and she's not. it's just not fair. it's never fair, and it'll never be fair. I'll never have a real sibling, I'll never be a cis male, and I'll never get to experience what it's like to be normal and have a normal happy life as a normal person with a normal gender and a normal sibling and a normal brain, because mine was broken. And it can never be fixed. I'm blind, I'm sad, and I'm broken. My memory is broken. My heart is broken. My brain is broken. My gender is broken. I'm just.. broken.
