I've always felt like I was fat even though I'm skinny as a stick bug so I tried over and over to drop down on calories but always two days later I would always eat unasual amount of food and throw it up and I've done some research on it and to my surpirse I have an eating disorder called and I always thought about doing something bad to myself and I have multiple times
This has mentions of thoughts of sh, thoughts of sewersliding, b*rn@ng, ED, ect. Also please don't try to relate to me like I know some people do but I just don't want to talk about this to anyone I only put this vent up just bc I needed to get it of my chest I'm going to delete this in a few days - >-
