giggling i wrote a poem (as a vent because look at me im so quirky goofy /neu) (id read it but scratch wont let me record audio grgrgrggrgrgrgrgr) its inside i dont have the #confidence to put it here </3
(FORGOT TO STATE THIS BECAUSE I AM STUPID when i return im not resharing any of my old projects bc i dont think it reflects me as a person and also i just dont like them. if u wanna see them check out @addie-archive. not managed by me this is managed by a friend thanks kris :^]) i think im gonna take an indefinite (and /probably/ month long) break from scratch im like. practically addicted atp to the point its taken a huge toll on my mental health do NOT get me wrong this website has //LITERALLY// changed my life. like SERIOUSLY scratch was my first introduction to marina's music (artist i love) as well as lemon demon mother mother wait i think its just those 3. ANYWAY scratch first introduced me to animation memes scratch (and roblox but yk) were my first introduction to the internet (and why im so obsessed with 2010 culture because i love and feed off nostalgia like a demon) scratch introduced me to the lgbtq+ community (in ways my parents didnt because if i wasnt here rn i would probably be homophobic /hj) scratch ALSO introduced me to the term neurodivergent and i got most of my passions from here my rhythm heaven hyperfixation STARTED here in 2020 when i rediscovered this very project i played back in the day after like. a year or two https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/290758677/ thats enough examples but basically scratch has basically shaped my life since i was 6 and if i didnt find this website i would probably not be as happy as i am rn but i also kinda have an extremely unhealthy attachment to this site ive tried to take a break before but if you knew me in june we both know that. that was. eeeeuthghfdfyuuh it didnt work :coffin: plus school started like 2(?) weeks ago and im already struggling to finish things (cacklesinihaveadhdandiamburntoutashell) and i really dont wanna pile things up like i did last year :headstone: so uuuuhh yea idk what else to say. u can contact me off site (contacts in silly card in my pronouns.page bio https://en.pronouns.page/) but i wont respond immediately because anxiety plus i dont think ill check that often anyway (unless its spacehi ill try to be as active as possible there) but uuuuuuhhhhh i think thats it this isnt anyones fault btw dont blame urself i just got a bit quirked up in the head like 5 months ago so. cya <33
